I... I can't decide now

[player]Sorry, Sara, I was too busy thinking about the performance and haven't decided yet. [player]I'll consider it carefully. I'll let you know once I have an answer! [Sara]Hehe, then I'll be waiting for your response. [Sara]You don't need to rush. I'll keep waiting until you have an answer. [player]...Okay. Actually, I know in my heart that it's not very likely that I'll join Soul, but the option of rejecting her proposal immediately never appeared in my mind. After all, the person in front of me is my very own Carmen. No matter how our relationship changes in the future, at least I hope that she'll be a part of my life...